Friday, January 7, 2011

Busy !!!

This few day less online and no wonder, i dint update my blog recently, cause i am start working. Suddenly feel fucking shit with my life !!! Why i will feel that? i can't answer it. Just feel, suddenly started hate someone, why i will hate that "someone" ? Because of the attitude, hard to tell it and hard to explain !! Just keep it in my heart is enough, but i got tell one of my friend, he just keep say I DUNNO !!! He cant help me, never mind is okay, i wont mind that he cant help me to solve the problems, let it solve by myself is better then tell anyone. Ya !! this is the ways only i can choose. :) 


This few week i dint contact my friends, suddenly miss them !!! We just look like lost contact. MY BUDDIES WHERE YOU ALL, I MISS YOU GUYS !!! DO YOU KNOW IT? Suddenly feel wan to HUG you all !!! 


Just a simply post, i just wanna to give my buddies know that i am missing them a lot !!! 





*SUCK MY LIFE !!
*I HATE YOU ~~~~~~~!!!




 Yuen Kay

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

爸妈 :)


看他这小孩,就觉得他很幸福,因为他有一个美好的童年
我希望他不会像我那样 :)

*其实他是我妈妈股的一个小孩


我相信每一个人都会有他们自己的童年,因为每一个人都是冲不走到学会走,重不会讲话学到会讲话,我们每个都是在父母的手心里
不管我们几大还是结婚你接话了,父母永远会把我像小孩一样看待,因为我们怎样也是他们的孩子,我觉得做父母最幸福的事就是看着我们一天一天的长大,学会走路,学会叫爸妈,学会写字,第一天上学,考到好成绩有,自己的事业,结婚,有自己的家庭知道到我们生孩子 :)


他们做的所有东西都是为我们好,可是我们常常把他们的话当耳边风,绝对不会听进去还有蛮不讲理的或者觉得他们试想老土还是不给我们自由,其实他们都是想我们有跟好的生活,不像我们往错的路走,有时候我会觉得我自己很可恶,常常顶撞父母,不听他们的话,没有理他们的感受,我这个做女儿的真的很失败,对不起我让你们心疼了
他们常常骂我,*你有什么用书又读不好,以后的路你要怎样走下去* 我真的没有想过我以后会变到怎样,虽然我17岁了,可是我还是活在我爸妈的手掌里


我根本就没有独立过,我还在考他们来养我,虽然我只是17岁,可是我妈和我说他12就出来做工养她的弟妹了,书也没有钱去读因为家庭环境不好所以就要出来做工养家,我妈说他是没办法才会将,她以前他们很想读书可是没钱去读,而我们家庭环境好有钱给我们去读书可是我们不要读,这些都是为了我们的将来为了我们的前途好才会让我们去读书,学会跟多的东西,学会跟多的字幕


我坦白的说我是笨我是蠢,我没有好好去读书每天只会吃喝玩乐,可是我觉得不会让自己往黑暗的方向走,我会很努力的去做工中算辛苦点也无所谓我不会介意,因为我知道我自己的限量有限,所以我不会要求多我只要一份稳定很一份收入好的工就可以了,我知道这个是要自己去寻找的,我会努力做好自己,爸妈,你放心吧我会想了,我大了,我不会在像以前那样了
重算我们20或30岁了,他们依然还是会担心我们因为我们怎么说也是他们把我抚养长大的人,没有人会比他们跟了解我素要些什么


现在开始每天做工了,少了吃家里的饭突然觉得很想念妈妈的菜,以前我常说我妈煮的菜不和我胃口所以就不吃了或者不好吃,现在我很后悔为什么会说出讲的话,妈,以怎样都好你煮什么我就吃什么我不会在嫌三嫌四了,还有现在很少时间可以跟你们聚在一起看电视,以前我都坐在电脑前面没理你们,现在我回到家的时间你们都睡了,只有早上的时候看一眼就去做工了还有以前你没有早起来叫我起身去上学可是我却每次都发你脾气真的很对不起,现在我想你在叫我起来去上学都没有机会了


我以后我很听你们的话不会在顶撞你们了,我现在知道你们捐钱是很辛苦的应为我已经体验过了,所以我很清楚你们的心情当你们看到我乱花钱的时候,我现在不会在乱花钱了我会想什么是需要的什么是不需要的,什么因该买什么不应爱买,我知道现在捐钱有多难了,谢谢你们一路把我这个没有的女儿养大,真的很谢谢你们,我答应你们我不会把你们丢下不管,虽然你们的口是在骂我可是我知道你们是想给我知道你们是关心我的,还有你们每次骂我没有用我是很不喜欢,可是你们怎样骂都好,你们都没放弃我,你们还是抓着我的手一起走下去


以后不管你们几老了,我还是一样会牵着你们的手走下去,就算你们走不动了我也会背你们走下去 :)
你们不是我的报复,你们是我一生最重要的人,你们也是教会我最多东西的人,因为你们我才可以来到这个世界,还有谢谢你们到我来到这个世界。
这些都是我的真心话。我还掉下了眼泪,可是我真的想对你们说一句,


.....................爸妈我爱你 


我想你们牵我的手走也走到累了,对吗?是时候停下你们的脚步休息下了,让我这个做女儿的背起你们一起走下了吧...... 




 Yuen Kay

Friday, December 31, 2010

The Nutshell on 2010 !!

Today i went out with my sister, yesterday we chat bout that we wanna go sunway for buying a chinese new years clothes,i think is to early, but no choice, i have been start working from this saturday, that's why we need buy earlier !! When 10am my sis call us wake up from sleep, after that we eta breakfast at home, around 11.30we going out and when we arrive sunway there first we sure going to COTTON ON, but i dint buy anything cause all NO SIZE !!! arghh~~~~ damn it. 




After that we go to FOREVER 21 :)





YA !! This is me and my second sis :) We are playing in FOREVER 21 !! damn funny man~~ i fucking love that hat, but i dint bought it back home, cause is no use for me and i dunno even wan wear go where also !! After that we go PADINI ! i bought a Tee , for working not for chinese new years, is just a simple Tee and we also go VOIR on voir i bought a singlet and a short pants ~ love it !! love it !! We also got go F.O.S cause my sis wanna buy something that for sure is include me !!! When my big sis trying her shirt ~ you all guys guess what thing that me and my second sis will do? ha ! GUESS WHAT sure is take picture ~~



OH YEAH !! Cow boys look, oppsss ! i think is COW GIRLS ~ how nice is it ~!!!! I wanna buy a hat, but i dunno i buy it FOR WHAT, i think don't buy is better, later waster money ~~~~ 





After we finish bought our thing, we having our lunch on FULLHOUSE ~ TEEHEE !!! This is first time i have my lunch on fullhouse, damn excited what !! My sis say when 12pm-3pm got a set dish but we around 4pm only go to having our lunch, that time the foods will being more expensive !! But never mind, it is first time, i dont care bout it ~~~ 















Are we look alike? Dunno why before of this a lot of people also say me and my big sis look alike, maybe now she cutter short hair !! YA, now it is totally different~~~~ :P




OH MY GOD !! We 3person eat for RM75.25 almost 1people need RM20 and up, but never mind this is first time after that i wont be stupid like this ~ :)


Around 5pm like that we back home, before back home my sis go a shop, i forgot what name of that shop, she bought a bag need RM 180 damn expensive man !! For me i wont waster money on my bag, cause i dont care bout it , and i saw a spec i mean a sun glasses that was SO NICE !!! I even fall in love with that, but i dint bought it, cause the price is shocked me RM 120 for that spec, holy shit man !! Just a simple sun glasses but so expensive, but the quality is totally different.


Oh, never mind, i will bought it after i get my salary, cause i really love it !! Until now i still miss that sun glasses. I hope it wont be sold, if after i bought it i will show to you all !! HOPE IT WILL BE MINE !!!


Today was a great great day, i bought many clothes that i love, and i totally fall in love with FOREVER 21 & COTTON ON even PADINI also, i will be yours fans :) muahahahahaha~ if  i am a billionaire how nice is it ~  *dreaming dreaming and dreaming* STOP DREAMING,pls !! go sleep la~ !!! 






*Is time to sleep :)
*Now is 4.00am!! good night and have a sweet dream
*I sleep so late it is because of the picture !!! arghh~



 Yuen Kay

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

卷头发~ :D

蛤咯,最近很少写话语哦~所以今天就写话语,这次是我第一次弄卷头发
感觉有点紧张哦,哈哈哈哈!真的是第一次咧,我也问了很多人的意见,如果真的好看的话我就去电,可是大多数都讲很老
可能是没突染头发的关系吧,其实我自己蛮喜欢的 *因为不用梳头吗 :P 哈哈哈
其实这个是我姐姐朋友教他弄的,他自己头发短就抓我来做实验平,可是没有关系我自己也是自愿的哦
真的很喜欢卷头发 :) 
可是,他们都说我比较适合直头发~没关系啦,等我20多岁的时候在电也不迟
现在我可以自己弄,不用去电,有出去的话就弄卷 :D


这就是我弄卷头发后的照片,这张照片你们在我的facebook也会看到,还有我也想染头发可是不懂要染什么颜色哦~
所以我还在想着,哈哈哈哈 :D 
希望会适合我啦 !!新年也快要到了我也想换下新发型将就等于有新的开始 :)
真的很希望明年我做的所有东西都顺顺利利 !! 
我的华语不是很好,所以会有很多错字希望你们看得明白 ~ TEEHEE !!! 







 Yuen Kay

Monday, December 27, 2010

About me :)

Oh ! Hi, let me intro myself to you all, TEEHEE :) 




Yes !! This is me , my full name is Sum Yuen Kay, you can call me yuen kay or kay but most of my friend also call me 38po means a crazy women something else la :) i am 17years old, i leave in selangor malaysia, and my birthday on 28 november 1993, a sagittarius  girls with a black color long hair and wearing a spec if without spec she can do anything, she love being a photographer and like to take something special, weird or the moments that she together with her friends  !! 


Say real,is really nothing special on me, i can say is a hyper active and a talkative girl. Sometimes i am the noisy one in my group, always make some noise and talk some joke make them happy, that's feeling not bad :) i like to hang out if don't have money i will choose to stay at home is better TEEHEE !!  What i will been after i growing up? erm erm, this i still dunno, no idea with this. I not so clever in study but i clever in JOKE.! 


This is real me, not FAKE !!!! TEEHEE ~~~~~ lalalalala X) actually i missing someone, that she everyday also sms me also got *lalalala X)* maybe you can guess who are she, if you know her ! hahaha ~ long time dint chat with her ady, and long time dint saw her also !! She got sometimes ask me to company her eat lunch, but i cant, because i bankrupt ady !!! so sorry for that, really sorry ~ 


Nothing to write ady, TEEHEE !!!! 





*is time to have a dinner !! :)






 Yuen Kay

Sunday, December 26, 2010

What's going ON ?

Phewww ~ ! Yesterday and today just stay at home for whole days,nothing to do, that was damn bored. In this years Christmas really nothing special at all ! because i don't have hang out with my friends, i just celebrate for my christmas eve only, in this holiday i always sleep on morning wake up on evening !! Almost everyday also like that, no change !! until now my face POP up many pimples OH GODS !!! i cant keep going like that, i will been crazy !!!! 

I got ask my friends got see my blog or not? they say don't have, HOW COME?? the reasons is i write in english and they lazy to read it, so they don't have see my blog anymore, is ok ! never mind,  i also will write in chinese too, DON'T WORRY MY BUDDIES :) 

Nothing to update, just simply write something at here, cause it is too bored, nothing to do at all !! Now i also got bit lazy to open my desktop cause nothing to do, nothing to see, and nothing to play, before this i always sit in front the computer for 24hours, but now less !! I dunno before of this how can i do it? sit in front the computer 24hours no need to eat, drink and even sleep also no need, but now, maybe is being bored ady !! 

Well well, i will start working for next month, sure no time to online anymore, but that great !! It is better than everyday stay at home, muahahahahah !!!! :) Now my target is get my DSLR first after that i will buy one more camera, but but, that is digital camera, it was canon brand too, i wan to buy that because it is easy to bring. TEEHEE !! That DSLR for going somewhere special or party, that digital camera just like hang out with friends :)) after i get this two thing next sure is change my phone !! i wish i can get all, now i will being hardworking to work !!!! GAMBATEH 

I must get you all, muahahahahahaha *evil laugh* !! One days you all will in my hands TEEHEE :) don't put too much hope with this first, i scare i cant get it !! really scare, but i will confirm i will get the DSLR first :) Other, if i got money sure i will buy it...... 

Will be couple soon? NO WAY , i still wan to enjoy my single life until i feel it enough :) TEEHEE !!! am i a weird people? ha !! i feel a bit, cause some of my friend needed a partner but me GO AWAY LA , i don't need that thing in my life !! arhahahahaa, single is better couple is trouble  do you all heard this words before? but but, some of them not, cause they are stay in happiness with their partner :)) I also wish that you all are always stay in happiness, not like me, i like to being single I AM CRAZY MAN !!! Don't learn me ok.!!! hahahahahahahaha~



Danbo of today :) 
Here i wan to give you all a little hug 
Good night and sweet dreams !!




 Yuen Kay

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas eve !!!!

24.12.2010 yesterday i was going to my friend house for celebrate the christmas eve, i was so excited cause this years was very special because i really first time celebrate with my friend that's was SOOOO GREAT !! I LOVE THE FEELING, have joined our party members got, si ting, eemika, viko, komi, xiiao ann, xiiao du, desmond, chai yee, ah bee, ah kit, ah tang, alex, yuki, sainie, ice, bleeded, kate, wen hao, joshua, gideon, kura-kura, christy, vivian, fei po, hui ting, bell, shikkrin, guan teng and me :) all got 30people was joined us !! 


I arrive there around 8.30pm cause i waiting vivian come to fetch me, and i bring mihun go there, at there got a lot of food like, spaghetti, friend fries, nugget, hot dog, mihun, jelly, pudding, junk foods, and more !! i was sooo full :) the food they prepare was very delicious !!!! I LOVE IT, after that church people was coming to si ting house for help us pray and they tell us a lot of thing all is bout Christian















After finish we all start we all start PLAY GAMES !! Oh Ya ! Before start to play game we all take  picture first but inside my phone only got once and got bit blur :( 




 I love you all guys
Merry Christmas !!!






This gals birthday is coming over :) 
and i wish you happy forever !
ur present i will give you on "NEXT YEARS" :P
Happy birthday to you !!

The game that we play was so hard to explain, i just wan to told you all is CHAI YEE BEING A LITTLE FAIRY cause she lose in the game that why she need to we the fairy custom !! hahaha, but she was quite cute !!



Do you all see it ! how happy are she :D



She was crying ! :'( cause all people laughing at her 
but she was soooo cute !!! :)


Firstly she was smiling but at last she was crying :P This is the little fairy custom wearing by Ms. Lok Chai Yee !!! So cute ryte? I also record a video of her :) Let me show you all 


so sorry i cant rotate it !!:( 

When around 11.30 my father come to fetch me, DAMN IT !!! So sad that i cant count down together with you all :'(  We all also got exchange present ! but i forget to take a picture of my present , and i also get my birthday from chai yean !!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH, i really love it !! I LOVE YOU CHAI YEAN :DD  




*This christmas eve was very special i wont forget it :) 
Thank you all guys , i LOVE you all forever !!!! 




 Yuen Kay

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Happy Winter Solstice :)

22.12.2010 is the day that we all grow up for 1years, i heard my mom say that after we eat the dumpling in chinese called "TANG YUAN" we will big 1years old, this dumpling is  long long time ago it can say is a traditional of the chinese people although is old-fashioned but it is quite special because it is full of color and the dumpling was so delicious maybe all chinese people also try it before and before eat the dumpling we all means my family member will sit together for a having out great dinner and my mom cook a lot or dish that's was so delicious after that my sis and my mom stay together for make a dumpling and GUESS WHAT i sure is holding the camera to snap a picture :)


The process of making dumpling :D



That was my mom hands :) 





*Dunno why when i roll for that Yellow color dumpling after put it in water it being Orange color :)


This sure is for my mom 


This is for myself  :)

 My dumpling color got Pink,White,Green and Orange :) 



* i love it so much,wish i can eat it again :P
*but it can only eat once a years




 Yuen Kay

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

YKay Photography :)

Yuen Kay is first time being a Photographer :) 










He really being my MODEL 
i like him being my model ~ 









At last sure is my self, The Photographer :)







*Hope you all will like it :)



 Yuen Kay