IS GONE.... IS DISAPPEAR !!

MY blackberry =(

Do you all remember that i told you all i bought a BLACKBERRY? If you do not remember please this blackberry. Ya This is the post that i write before. But now, i wan to told you all that mine BLACKBERRY is gone. 

Why gone? i don't have idea with this, i lost it at serdang KTM. A BITCH has stoled my phone !! i'm TOTALLY SPEECHLESS. wtf !!  why is me? the day that i lost my phone is yesterday that is 6/5/2011, i will always remember it, and whose was stole my phone i hope him DIE, AS FAST AS HE CAN !!! 

I will PRAY for you =) *i look like evil*  

This is the second time that i lost a important thing of my life. SUCH A BITCH *to who was stole my phone*

Today when i woke up, the first thing that i miss is my phone. 

Another mistake is myself don't have take care bout my stuff !! What i can do for now? JUST ONLY FORGET BOUT IT. 

Can't think anymore, no matter how i cry and how i miss. It won't came back to me. This is my first experience that lost a phone on KTM , i will thought this as my experience. ha! what nice experience. 

Nothing that i can say now. WHATEVER LA !! All of my friend told me next time be more careful when i take KTM and ask me FORGET IT ... 

Ya, i will. My friend, thanks you all comfort me. Really thanks a lot !! 

Tell you all my feeling when i know that my phone is not inside my pocket. That time i suddenly wan to take out my phone to see whether got text or not, but after i know that my phone is not inside my pocket, i was very panic and i told my friend that my phone have been stole. Even my friend more scare then me, and they help to call my phone and see whether it got ringing or not. 

But after call for few minute we going down from KTM. That time i know is too late to found again, cause all people are going down from KTM. After that, dunno why, i start crying and blame myself WHY DID NOT TAKE CARE MY STUFF CAREFULLY !! 

After cry for few minute, i just think after i get my salary i wanna bought a same one, because i dont wan to let my parents know that my phone is lost. But my friend say don't do the stupid thing. After that i was cool down myself and think clearly and my mind is wake up. I chose to save my money first and after that get another phone. 

I chose do not told my parents that my phone is lost on KTM, because i don't wan argue with them anymore. Now me and my father relationship become like SHIT !! I don't wan it become more worst, so, i chose the way do not told them. Even i move out from the house also same, the problem doesn't solve. 

Scold by my father it become once of my habits. It doesn't work for me anymore. My friend comfort me with saying maybe your father scold you is because you do something that he think is wrong, and i told him i will try my best to change myself become a good daughter !! Sorry to my parents. 

Although my phone is lost but it better then give a thief robber. Thank god !! =)

At here i will like to remind you all, whose always take KTM or LRT must be careful with your own stuff. =)

Hey GUYS !! Among long time i didn't blog with english, izit become worst or ..... haha ! 

i think it not become worst is become more WELL, rite guys.!! X) *OMG !! why i become so narcissism*  

i will always miss you, my BB =)

♥ Cathrine